Can I trust you (again) this time?

I admit I mostly ignored everything that broken in my room but this time this light really bother me. That picture you saw is the light in my room. We use that to make us easier to turn of the light when we go to bed (so we don't need to walk to our door to press the light button in the wall). 

Today when I try to fix it again come question in my mind "Can I trust you again this time (again)?" My roommate use small hook to hang the light in the wall. We rent apartment so we don't want to leave mark in the wall when we moving out. This is normal in Australia when you rent apartment and by the time you leave the apartment you need to make the apartment as clean as you can without leaving any mark because when you do that the agent will ask you to pay more money sometimes when the agent is not nice they will try to trick us and ask more money. So to avoid pay more money we use small wall hook. 

When all the light already hang, there is one part that always falling down - hanging in the ceiling. You already see in the first picture when you open this blog. This is my last try I used "sticky blue tack" or most people called "blue tack" to hang the light this time. Hoping that is not falling down again at least for long time, as long as I live in this apartment. 

The lesson I learned from this is about trust. Let's we talk about human to human trust first. When we meet stranger we will try to know that person first and if we both find our comfortable moment we become trust to each other. One day when one person start to having hope to another person and that hope is fail to fulfil, the trust will start disappeared especially when that person make a promised and they can commit with the promised they said. They will keep breaking the other trust until one day when one of them can't handling it anymore the trust will gone. That person will chose to leave. This is what happened in me right now. If I being honest I don't like to disappoint people and that make me create a promised that sometimes I can't even realised I make that promised. I take the promised easy and think that person will forget. This time not. 

This lesson remind me with how faithful our God is. If you opened our bible and read one book or one chapter you will see how we human mostly breaking the promised we make with God but God still with us and never leave us. I learned that not human but God the one we need to trust even our husband or wife or sister or mom or dad. We need to prioritised God in our life, trust Him and have faith in Him.